i wanna go home

i wish my break lasted longer and i was still in texas. it's been raining nonstop since Dec 19 (good thing that was when i left so i missed 2 weeks of the nastiness). i'm swamped at work. deadlines yesterday, today, tomorrow, monday, etc... i've been up working at 3 or 4am these past few days!! (i had breaks in b/n though) and on top of it all, i have to play hostess to so many people every weekend. i can't wait for my parents to come, but i'm getting tired of planning for everyone else. who knows how much they appreciate it either. sometimes i feel like they assume that i should be going out of my way to do somethings and then the demands keep on piling up. "i want, i want..." and now that i cant be superwoman and do EVERYTHING, they're upset with me! ugh. (if you happen to read this it's probably not about you...the culprit doesn't know of this site)

alright, i just had to vent somewhere. i'm superstressed right now and don't wanna deal with half the stuff that's on my plate. and everyone's timing just happened to fall on superbusy time. but don't get discouraged from coming to see me peoples! if i invited you and said i wanted you to come, then i meant it. it's just the ppl that aren't as considerate and are mere acquaintences that annoy me..."oh, i used to know you. we dont keep in touch but i'm coming to seattle"